Papel destroyed my natural nose and worsened my breathing. I was a naturally pretty, successful, social professional with a public career, middle aged who presented with slight breathing problems. I was terrified to have septum surgery because I know that it can impact one's appearance. I made it abundantly clear to Papel I LIKED HOW I LOOKED and DID NOT WANT TO LOOK the SLIGHTEST BIT DIFFERENT.
Papel kept insisting nothing will be different, touted his decades of experience (he needs to retire), and his staff kept saying the same thing - he likes natural noses, lectures all over the world, and had made noses out of nothing, he builds noses- I had nothing to worry about.
I should have followed my gut and left.
Choosing Papel was the BIGGEST MISTAKE of my life.
I truly regret letting him operate on me. the outcome was worse then anything I went through in my life, and I battled cancer.
My surgery was 2 years ago and I have been miserable ever since.
Papel kept saying NOTHING… will be different and YOU WILL ABSOLUTELY LOOK LIKE YOU, ABSOLUTELY. I told him repeatedly that I did NOT want to change my big, ethnic, long nose. I told him I identified with my look, my tip and I hated plastic surgery. I didn't want to alter my appearance. I didn't have a boob after cancer, told him DO NOT go moving stuff around, I like my big nose and how wide it was top to bottom, he understood when I said DON'T F&*% with my face. I signed consent ONLY because I was ASSURED that he was not doing anything to alter my appearance. I trusted him, why he did this to me knowing I liked my look I will NEVER understand. NEVER.
I have barely left my house since his surgery. He destroyed my nose, my breathing is worse, constant dripping and/or congestion and/or ENS depending on the day. Imagine going from being told you look like Julia Roberts/Sophia Loren to having a scooped short nose with a sutured pinched round ball pudgy tip, with mid vault collapse and retracted alar. The entire structure, shape, size and look of my nose was changed. It's sickening. I went from liking how I looked to the sight of my face makes me sick, so I cover my mirrors, won't take pics, barely go out and ruined my professional public career. I can't smile because my nose was cut off and trimmed and sutured so much I look crazy. Besides being ugly, and looking unrecognizable, I can't breathe at all, my nose constantly drips and I have infection in my nose and cysts. On top of a still deviated septum and collapsed valves.
I have met with over 30 revision/reconstruction surgeons in the USA, Canada, Spain, Italy, London, Turkey. I have not worked, depleted my savings and spent tens of thousands of dollars on consultations praying I find a surgeon who can get me my face back. One doesn't exist. He gutted my natural nose. I have humbly come to realize I am ruined forever, and at this point all I can hope for is the ability to breathe.
I need major revision reconstructive surgery with rib cartilage to be able to breathe again, forget about EVER liking how I look again.....Let that sink in, I liked how I looked before Papel, was happy, successful, public, social and presented to Papel with the most minor breathing obstruction and now I need RECONSTRUCTIVE REVISION surgery with RIB cartilage (because Papel was so destructive of my natural cartilage and septum that I have nothing left in my nose). I need to remove a chunk of rib to rebuild my nose just so I can breathe, I will never be naturally beautiful again.
I have been waiting to post any reviews hoping that I can adjust to this new ugly non ethnic face, but I can't, half of my nose is gone. I see revisions surgeons, they close their eyes when they see my before and all they say is I am soooo sorry, why did you chose Papel OR Papel did this, why did he remove so much he knows better?? Then I tell them I liked how I looked , they say then why did Papel do this and why did he do SOOO much? it was far from partial, you didn't even have a bump, you had an ethnic nose before and were elegant, your nose is too small, too operated on and scooped. What was Papel thinking?
I delayed revision because I have to come to terms with the fact I lost a perfectly beautiful natural face at the hands of an aggressive, sloppy surgeon with a dated aesthetic of beauty and one size fits all style nose. Revision surgery with rib is is risky, expensive and I will never look the same. I am ruined.
I HIGHLY recommend you go to someone else. I wouldn't wish this misery, pain, and isolation on another human being. Papel should know better, no surgeon removes cartilage, bone and volume form a perfectly good nose, especially on someone who presented with obstructed breathing. He removed so much nothing he did makes sense from a surgical perspective. He not only destroyed my breathing, but he ruined my face, my beauty, my career and my life. To not see yourself in the mirror, to feel disconnected from your family, to get sick when you see your reflection....It's a trauma and misery I didn't know could exist in the world. Ever.
If I save one person by starting to go public with my experience and prevent anyone pains it is worth it. I cry every day, I MISS MY FACE. It's a trauma and misery I can't explain. Please read about the psych of rhino, and even when the doctor presents likes it not rhino, it is. I thought I would walk out with the EXACT same nose. I didn't want a nose job. Why he refused to discuss any changes and go over with excruciating detail every possible change I will never understand. I will never understand how Papel knew I liked my nose and did this to me.
I have worked on forgiving Papel, forgiving myself for being so stupid to trust Papel is a bigger challenge.
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